| Today marks My mate and I's first year anniversary |
[Mar. 1st, 2009|02:19 pm] |
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| |  loved | ] |
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| | You're In My Heart /by Rod Stewart | ] |
Today is a very special day for me. Today is the first full year of me and my wonderful mate Levithan have become a couple. Everyday our love grows stronger and stronger even though we are far away from each other. we've know each other online for almost 8 years now and known one another personally for 4 years. Our first meeting was at Anthrofest in 2004 ever since then we been meeting one another every 6 month. Our second meeting was at FC 2005 which was my love's first big con and he loved it. As things stand right now, I'm looking to getting a transfer from my job to be transfered over to a store in Edmonton so I can be with the one I love for the rest of my life. So far it working very well, just there a few things I need to accomplish in the store I'm currently in then we'll see what happens.
I'll post more sometime tonight. |
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| Major update on myself, life etc |
[Dec. 28th, 2008|06:39 pm] |
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| |  determined | ] |
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| | Celion Dion - My Heart Will Go On | ] |
Well, alot has happened to me in the past 2 months. Originally I was planning on finishing school up in Edmonton where my mate Levy lives. But things took a complete turn. I've been promoted to Manager at gamestop and now have no own store. It gets better, I was given the store on black friday *rolls eyes* what a way to start things off. So far i been able to handle it just fine with the xmas rush and constant business of maintaining the store.
My district manager been helping me along as well. One of the days he was there I pulled him aside and asked about a possible tranfer up to Canada. He said he will defintly look into it and asked me over and over if I'm serious about this and if I really want to do this move. For the 10th time Yes I am very dead serious about making this transfer. I will not stop and I'll do whatever it takes to move up there and spend the rest of my life with my Dragon. He said he'll look into it after the holiday rush, but he beleives there is away a company can issue me a work visa for working up there. If for some odd weird reason that does not work. I will just shoot myself in the foot and go ahead and go back to school to finish up there. Yea sure it'll probably have me lose my management postion going to school full time. But again I will do what ever it takes to get up there and live with Levy. He is my heart and soul and I care for him deeply more then ever before. On that note sadly we will not be attending FC this year due to conflict with my job. But instead I'm taking a week off before then to spend time with my dragon *crosses his paw* I'm hoping I still can go, anything can happen in a snap of a paw and change and suddenly I cant go. If this work transfer works out, I will be moving up there sometime around the end of February. I pray for that day to come.
It was my dragon B day just a couple days ago Xmas day yaaay. He one year older now, but still needs his diapers *giggles* I went and bought him an Wacom intuo 8x11 drawing tablet for his computer so he can improve on his coloring and drawing skills. And for Xmas for me he gonna be making me my own sleeper and it gonna have charizard all over it eeeeee *jumps up and down* he also got me a carebear onesie *blush* I look forward to wearing it. |
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| One more week till the big day! |
[Jul. 24th, 2008|10:26 pm] |
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| | excited | ] |
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| | Nickleback-Far Away | ] |
Well in just a little under one week I will be visiting my sweet beloved boyfriend, Levithan RedWing. This is the moment we've been waiting for for the past 5 months. I cannot wait to hold him in my arms and hug and cuddle him and not let him go. It will be a week to remember for both our lives. I leave NY on Weds July 30th then land in Edmonton that night. Then,The first day we plan on going ring shopping for me. He already picked out a ring that he loved. It a wolf ring, so we'll be going out looking for a dragon ring for myself. Then later we plan on seeing the Dark Knight together. Yea yea I havent seen it yet for that I should burn in hell from what others have told me, but, I promised my dragon i would go see it with him. Then that weekend we plan on going to a camp con called Furthest North. This will be exciting since i havent gone camping in years. It will be very hard for me to wanna leave him, but dont wanna think about that now.
I'll write once i come back and will post about my trip. |
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| A wolf's heart finally has found love in his life. |
[Mar. 4th, 2008|12:31 am] |
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| | loved | ] |
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| | Return To Innocence by Enigma | ] |
After years of my heart feeling alone and crushed from my past experiances, it has been lifted up once again by a dearing sweet loveable Dragon name Levithan. I have know him online for almost 7 years now. Yea that a damn long time. I remember when i first chated with him. We were both in collage. When ever I have computer class i would hop on MSN messegner and he would be there. We would chat about many different things and found out alot about each other. At first, he wasnt all that fond of me becuase i would always as to wanna RP with him and after a while it just got a bit annoying to him. I look back at that and it makes me think. What the hell was i thinking, annoying him like that, i totally regret myself doing such a reatarded thing. As months went by we would get to know each other more and more and became friends. We have very smiliar interests, very much alike, the whole AB stuff, both being babyfurs as well as Wrestling stuff, video games and more. As the years went by, we decided to finally meet up at a Con called Anthrofest. I drove 10 hours up to Montreal to meet up with him and have a good time. Things didnt go so well according to plan as far as hanging out with each other. He was so excited it was his first con he felt quite overwhelmed and pretty much ignored me for most of it. It was the worse weekend for me and I drove back home crying and in tears becuase he didnt pay very much attention to me when i was giving him all my attention and taking care of him, I left with a broken heart. After that, we decided to meet up again for FC. We again met up and he picked me up at the airport along with Kaar and Vox. We all went out and ate the first night. We then went to the hotel and I padded him all up for the night and we snuggled to bed. We both had a wonderful time at FC and at the end Levy felt very emotional not wanting to leave his friends i stood by and held his paws and comforted him and told him everything would be ok and that you'll see your friends again. After FC we decided to meet again for AC now. I could not wait for the day i picked him up at the airport, once i picked him up we drove back to my place, got my suitcase and all and headed down to Lilpup and Goliath place to stay for the night and head over to AC with them. Once we got there i was excited and couldnt wait to attend the con. It was after a couple days I didnt feel so well and felt a bit depressed once again, becuase i saw that Levy was falling for a fur there and i felt so jealous i was hurting inside myself. i tried to push it aside and not let it get to me at all, but it was near impossible becuase i had a crush on levy at the time. After AC, we headed back. the next day before he left i took him around and shows him the great city of New York. We had the best time ever, i felt so happy showing him around the city and i just knew he was having a blast. The next day i took him to the airport and dropped him off. As i was driving home i could not hold myself any longer and started to tear up and cried all the way home i didnt want to leave him. After a few days i got over it. A few month later I decided to give him a very special birthday present. I did not tell him what it was at all until the package got there. Being that he a HUGE HUGE hockey fan, i bought him tickets to go see his favorite team the Edmonton Oilers vs the New Jersey Devils. He felt so emotional he didnt know what to do. It was the greatest gift anyone ever got him and I'm proud I did that for him becuase i love seeing others happy, even if it makes me feel depressed at times since ive never really gotten anything back from anyone, not that i mind I LOVE presents :). Then, just this past January I decided to go see him personally in his home town of Edmonton instead of attending FC. I had a wonderful time and a blast. He showed me all around the city and one of the biggest malls in Canada. This was the very few times i can say i was able to be myself, Not Rob, but Shadow, the Wolf. as well as bringing out the cub inside me.
But now for the last couple of weeks, things have made a huge turnaround in my life. Levy and I started to really talk about one anothers feelings and it was at this that time he started to really have feelings for me. And now, we are in love with one another and it is the greatest feeling in the world. My body has never experianced this kinda feeling and love before, it just feels ever so wonderful and incredible. I look forward to seeing my dragon now, more then ever when i see him again over the summer time, yes folks I'm giving up going to AC this year to be with my Dragon and will be attending a furry campout that will be a blast. After that who knows what more we will do. Levy, to you, i say this, it been a hell of a rollar coaster ride for so many years of knowing each other, to this day I am blessed and truly honored to be your bestest friend anyone can have, the first love in so many years and I am blessed with my heart I am able to make you happy and feel wonderful about yourself. I Love you with all of my heart. I will forever treasure you, your love and your sweetness into my heart as the years go by. I am glad I was the first fur to shatter that steel wall that was locked up your heart and i broke into it and gave it new life again. You are my Dragon, now, and forever, I love you. |
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| New Icon |
[Feb. 27th, 2007|11:51 pm] |
Thought I'd share with everyone my new Icon ^^
Enjoy! |
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| FInally a Wii Date and Price! |
[Sep. 14th, 2006|12:55 pm] |
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| | shocked | ] |
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| | Headstrong (Trapt) by Trapt
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NIntendo has FINALLY come out of the closet with there offical launch date and price for the Wii yaay!.
And by the stuff it can do, it gonna destroy sony at this rate.
Wait until you see what there packing in a bundle and the accessory price, wow!
Wanna find out more?
Here ya go:
http://wii.ign.com/articles/732/732669p1.html |
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| Xbox Live? |
[Sep. 2nd, 2006|01:18 am] |
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| |  busy | ] |
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| | Land Of Confusion (Ten Thousand Fists) by Disturbed
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Now that I have an xbox 360.
Who here has Xbox live?
feel free to email it or write it in the comment section. ^^ |
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| The Sweetest Deal of the Year! (I think) |
[Aug. 27th, 2006|12:31 am] |
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| | ecstatic | ] |
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| | He's A Pirate (Original Mix) - Tiësto | ] |
The most awesome thing happened to me the other day. I was working my shift at gamestop putting away stuff, when a reguler custumer came in (been coming into the store for a year now) comes in and puts a SEALED xbox 360 core edition on the counter and says "I won this in a contest I have a 360 already, How much you want it for?". I said "hmmm well the trade in value is 190.00, and if we were to give you cash it be $150.00, I'll give you $150.00 for it", Sold!", I was like EEEEEE! OMG a 360 for half the cost, it doesnt get better then this!!!!! |
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| SideKick 3 |
[Jul. 4th, 2006|12:51 am] |
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| | excited | ] |
WWWIIIIIII!!!
In 7 days in counting I will be getting the new Sidekick 3!
It a bit of an upgrade, it will finally now have bluetooth, faster internet brower and MSN and ICQ IM's now!
I look forward to playing with my new toy! |
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| The PS3 announcement and......the PRICE!! 0_0 |
[May. 9th, 2006|09:39 pm] |
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The PS3 will be arranged in two separate system configurations: a 20 and a 60 gigabyte hard drive system. North America, Europe and Australasia will see the system launch on November 17th six days before Japan launches on November 11th. The price? $499 dollars or 499 Euros for the 20 gig version, and $599 dollars or 599 Euros for the 60 gig version.
Anyone really ready to dish out 500 plus dollars on there new PS3??
This should be very interesting to hear as far as reactions.
All I can say is, Sony you were a great company, PS2 is the greatest system still right now, but now you have screwed yourself over with this price. |
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| Nintendo Revolution Get an Official name! |
[Apr. 27th, 2006|01:47 pm] |
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| | Silence | ] |
Ok I just went and browsed IGN.com and there I saw it, the Official name to Nintedo Revolution. When I read up on it, I was just like "WTF is Nintendo doing!!?".
The Official name From Revolution is now Called: Nintendo Wii.
Yes that right Nintendo Wii which means "We" in Japan.
I really hope they will change this, because will cause nothing more then making fun of the name and it will just sound weird when your looking for a certain game for it
"Hi, do you have Mario for the Wii", I mean cmon.
I really hope this is just a joke or something, if not, Nintendo will be a laughing stock.
Any comments, feel free, I'd like to know what others think of the new Wii name. |
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| No One Responses To The Wolf Anymore |
[Mar. 14th, 2006|12:13 am] |
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| |  confused | ] |
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| | Silence again. | ] |
I dont understand, I just really dont.
Am I that awful and horrible of a person to chat with???
If you do, please comment.
I dont understand why, no one ever really IM's me anymore, it turns out that I have to IM them to get their attention.
I just wish others would see me as a fun loving wolf, who likes making friends, having a nice chat and when the times right, care for those who are close to me.
It really hurts me when I try talking to someone I get a complete pretending of I'm not even there or they just dont respond back to me.
For those of you who have been on my IM lists for a very long time, Please dont take it the wrong way, if I havent spoken to you in quite sometime, it just, I dont know what to really talk about with that particuler person, so please don't take it that I have been ignoring you or something, cause that the last thing I ever want to do.
I just dont know what more to do to prove myself and that Im not this "bad" person everyone sees me as or thinks. |
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| The night of the Sapranos Premiere |
[Mar. 12th, 2006|10:58 pm] |
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| | impressed | ] |
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| | Sapranos Theme song | ] |
I must say after watching the premiere of the Sapranos entering there 6th season it was a pretty damn good episode to start it off.
Course I ain't saying anything for all who missed it. You can Recap the show on Tuesday night.
All I can say is, nice way to start off the series ^^ |
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| Friday Night |
[Mar. 10th, 2006|10:07 pm] |
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| |  bored | ] |
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| | Silence | ] |
Tonight is just a very bleh and boring night, nothing really going on, might go to bed early, not much in the mood to work tommrow. *sighs*
That all. |
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| Roomies for Anthrocon |
[Feb. 15th, 2006|11:20 pm] |
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| | excited | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Gorillaz - Dare (Dave Aude Edit) | ] |
*bounces in the air wagging his tail*
YAAYY!! my lil brother silent wolf is just about to buy his ticket for AC as I write this, im ssooo excited and so happy he will spending time with me at this con. I promise him he will have a blast and I will make sure of it, as well as cuddling and snuggling times as well! ^^.
Now if I can get Levithan to get his butt down there as well, Im gonna do the best I can to bring him to AC.
I still have space left in my room, yes I have a booked confirmed a room for the Weston hotel.
If anyone is interested, PLEASE leave me a comment or email, and I'll do my best and be more then happy to stay in my room.
Let me know if your interested.
119 days left to go and counting! ^^ |
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| Talking Behind Ones Back when There No Evidence. |
[Jan. 31st, 2006|11:33 pm] |
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| |  enraged | ] |
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| | The Name Of The Game (Clean Name) | ] |
I dont know where to begin with this but here we go:
You must all understand where I am coming from, but then again half of you don't even wanna deal with me because of "rumors" you have heard about me and heard from experiance from others being around me. I will tell you with my own mouth, they are false,false, false information. Believe what you want to, judge what you want, i'm not gonna cry over it. But to tell others, facts that are/were not even true and taking them to the next level, burns me up inside. A certain fur who I will not name accused me of having sexual relationship with his mate now exmate (they broke over from other personal reasons). I visited them a couple of weekends ago to have a nice time. My friend greeted me in and we settled in and chatted while his exmate was away meeting a friend. After meeting the friend the exmate comes back home and waves to my friend and says hello, I say HI to him and he doesn't say one word back to me, in fact he really did not say one word to me all weekend, I was wondering if it was something I said in the past or he just wanted to be left alone for personal reasons. Anyways, a week later I get bombarded by furiends of his accusing me of having an affair with my friend. I told them flat out, those facts were NOT true in anyway. They still didn't buy it. Apparently my friend's exmate took it a little too far saying he was the one being ignored and I was getting all the attentions and cuddles etc, along with him saying I was yiffing my friend as well. I burned up and got pissed off and told him to correct what he lied about.
To this point I don't know what he did or said, but I hope he straightens this all out correctly!
Seriously, if you have something you'd really like to say to me, please come to me and tell me so I know who are my friends anf who are the ones that hate me.
If all of you can do me a favor and please write in the comment if your my friend and still would like to be my friend for who I am, if not let me know, but your making a mistake into believing what you just hear and not experiance the real me at all. Id say, give me a chance and you will see an awesome, caring and sweet wolf that I really am. |
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| Happy New Years! |
[Jan. 1st, 2006|01:05 pm] |
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| | happy | ] |
Just wishing All of my friends a Happy and Save New Years to all!
Im sure 2006 will be a great year!
and Tommrow is my B day! W00T!!. |
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| Anymore Space Available For FC?? |
[Dec. 21st, 2005|11:53 pm] |
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| | worried | ] |
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| | Unretrofied (WWE SmackDown! vs Raw 2006 Original Soundtrack) by Dillinger Escape Plan
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I know this is a last Minute posting deal.
But Anyone that happens to be going to FC in January, have anymore room space available for one more person?? I can defintly pay my share of the room.
Thanks |
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| Happy Birthday Dobie |
[Oct. 1st, 2005|04:12 pm] |
Heya Dobie,
Wishing you a wonderful day on your Birthday. May your wishes come true on this Day.
Happy Birthday. |
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| More Power!! |
[Sep. 14th, 2005|08:23 pm] |
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| | excited | ] |
I cant WAIT my new Graphic card should be coming in tommrow!
More power for my Mac G5 yyaaayy!!
Good ridden you piece of crap nividia Geforce FX 5200 64mb!!
Say Hello to ATI Radeon 9800 PRO 256mb!!!
I cant wait, I wonder if I'll see some BIG difference in Second Life and in Sims 2 |
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